Your life will become beautiful when you make conscious efforts to improve it. Life only takes off when you want it to, and you must keep going. You can't afford to stop.
Can you be happy with whatever you have and continue doing the work? To most, it sounds impractical or philosophical. We live in a world that obtains benefits every day, and if we don't achieve them, we blame God and the universe and deem them non-existent. The truth is deep and intricate. It is not only about what you want to achieve in this life. It has been going on for centuries. There are levels to this game, and your soul has to reach different levels in the multiverse. The simplicity lies in accepting that your soul has to evolve, and the difficult part is understanding the concept because distractions are unavoidable.
Earth is not our real home. If it was, then death should have been avoidable. The cycle of life and death continues because we don't let go of people and material, form grudges, and become revengeful. Hence, the law of karma activates from our first life through all interim lives we have lived until now. The viscosities will always vary, and we have to manage each tide, rapid and intimidating waves, detach from the outcome and finish the work of our soul's purpose. Our soul's purpose is strong. If we don't continue the path to our purpose, we unknowingly will suffer because of imbalance. I gave myself time to endure trauma, mental pain, and agony and chose not to escape it by building an exterior façade. The way to do this is to be your true self and to forgive everyone who hurt you. Don't leave one person. Forgive them all, and ask for forgiveness from the ones you hurt intentionally or unintentionally.
In the last four months, I healed, releasing burdens from previous lives, praying, meditating, spending time with cats and dogs, drawing, reaching out to my inner child, and going for long walks. I had reached a state of ecstasy. I activated a portal, and it told me who I am and why I am still on Earth. It connected to my past lives as a Shaman and facilitated the same skills and power instilled in me centuries ago through my Shamanic ancestors.
